36 hours left

I can't believe that two days from now all the extra skin will be gone.  I'm still fearing out a bit about the idea of pain and simply not being in control, but I'm dealing with it because I WANT THIS.  Maybe I'm being selfish making my mom and husband care for me, my kids and my house for a few weeks, but I'm really hoping that when I come out on the flat side I'll have some new self confidence that will help boost both me and my family.

 I cleaned about half the house today, I'll do the other half tomorrow.  I know my mom can take care of it but I'm really not expecting her to, she's not exactly in the habit of cleaning, cooking and caring for small children at the same time anymore.... I'm just trying to make it easier for her and me.

Tomorrow I'll be making some food for myself, trying to make things that I can eat small portions but get lots of vitamins, fiber and protein.  Tonight I made my Greek yogurt soufflés (see previous post). Tomorrow I will make Kale Quinoa Salad, my Refrigerator Oatmeal (previous post),and Sweet Potato-Black Bean-Quinoa Casserole.  I really want to make sure I get good nutrition, keep away constipation, and hopefully maintain my weight.... I certainly don't want to ruin my tummy tuck by gaining weight!
Ok, back to stressing out...